I have managed to get to 148Ib but I was 140Ib! I gain 8Ibs! I feel utterly discussing! I just want to rip the fat of my body and burn it all away! Watch it fade away, watch it melt! But now, after days of binge eating and loss of control, I have resorted to blogging as my only foot hold back to anas grips.
I feel her telling me "You're fat, nothing but fat" I can feel myself getting more and more depressed, I have let myself go. Lack of exercise and more eating, munching like a fat cow!
I don't deserve to eat.
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